When everything hurts. Even my eyelids are sore to the touch. 'Course I have the RD in my eyes so.....
My legs (clots?) are throbbing, my hips are hurting, my chest is hurting. I just want to bust out crying. Woot Woot for the good days, today is not one.
So just to keep from whining, I'll keep it short. This is a journal of my RD/RD Lung journey, so even the whining gets included so the doctors can see it when I'm gone. I want them to know everything I go through, mostly so maybe they can better help someone else.
I want to take more pain meds but I'm at work. I can't do that here. It will have to wait. I'll suck it up until I can get to a good time to check out for the day. Trying not to use all my sick time so I can sell it back, so some days I work sick. It just is what it is. When it hurts like this, I get frustrated, discouraged, sick and tired of being sick and tired. I'm going to the ladies room so I can cry and nobody will see. Its ok. Its going to be ok. Its just a pain day. I have these all the time, suck it up, slap that fake smile on, and keep on trucking.